Connection

Hey! Saya naman! I get connected to all my friends way back in College, it's nice to hear from them and of course gotta share some thoughts from them...saya saya talaga... sana dumami pa mga followers ko ang spread thy names!

It's funny because even in this kind of social networking, blogging, etc. you get to know a lot of people, ideas, thoughts, learnings, non-sense man o may sense at least join ka na... Dito na nga lang sa blog world nae-express whatever you feel, at may chance to get connected pa from your old friends and meet new ones. Promise, from now on, i'll make this a habbit na, e kasi naman sabi ko na nga ba, nakakasira tong pagtatrabaho eh, nawawala ko sa sirkulasyon,hahahahhaha. Nakakapressure kasi ngayon, i need to share good thoughts na, may followers na ko e..heheh this blog has to be informative, interesting, humurous and still has the touch of simply - aBbie....

Haaaaaaaaaayy! What a day...pero in fairness ang bilis ng araw...imagine, it's Wednesday tomorrow and one more day pa, Friday na ulit!!!Yipeeee!I'll be having my two days off now kasi i worked last Saturday, so i am planning what else will i do for the rest of my two days off...=)

Time runs so fast, and before we knew it December na naman...But because of this crisis that we are facing, everyday counts! There's a fear that maybe tomorrow,la na ko work...one side of me will be relieved knowing that all this pressure will just be gone away in a matter of seconds..but..but...PURISTA naman ako pag uwi ko,lol...
Most of my friends tell me to just keep on hanging on, well they are right, sa hirap ba naman ng buhay ngayon, mag inarte pa ko sa trabaho diba...hay, kelan ko kaya mako-convince sarili ko na tama talaga sila... Mahirap lalo na't kalaban ko sarili ko sa pagdedesisyon...i know there's still a lot of things that i would like to do, to buy, to explore, to experience- and i will not be able to do all these kung titigil ako sa work, because definitely, san man ako malipat na trabaho, may makakasama akong di kagandahan ang ugali, but what to do yani (ika nga ng nila!)..kelangan ko magsakripisyo diba...Ayan, lapit ko n maconvince sarili ko....hehehehe, konti pa ABBIE...GO,go, go-ENERGO!

Just as the old times....

We went to Dubai Mall yesterday with my FRIENDS, i think that's what i needed now...Tsismisan ever, picture galore and lafang ever =)We opt not to window shop coz if we did, we'll end up buying something and this is not the right time to splurge on this things---Global crisis ika nga! Pero di pa rin kami napigilan ni Eloi, lol, we bought a shirt from Pull& Bear, e mura lng naman, saka remembrance na din s Dubai Mall,=P







First time din namin ni Baba Leo, that's why we're excited! At least for a moment, my mind was off for work. After checking out some shops, we finally decided to go home kasi medyo nangangapal na yung talampakan ko sa kakalakad. Eloi and others went off to watch a movie, since i have work the next day, umuwi na lang kami.

I think it's a great idea to go nice places here in UAE and gather memories while Eloi is still here. She planned to go back home for good na. Since her father passed away last month, she decided to stay there for her mom. Kaya siguro gusto ko na din umuwi kasi naiinggit ako kay Eloi and definitely i'll miss her, kasi sya talaga yung ka-bonding ko dito... From dieting, to eating again, philosophies, attitude, body and mind (lol)- we're almost the same...may time pa nga na para na kaming TWINS e..heehheheh! She will be one of my abay's next year, kaya "Neng, diet na ulit ha...!"

2 MONTHS OFF LINE

OMG I can't believe that i'm ONLINE now...hahahaha! Grabe 2 months no updates, no news, no thoughts, totally OFF! Buti na lang naka connect din after 2 Months OFF line. It's really nice to be back on cyber world...gotta' learn more pa but still i'm so excited!

For those two months that i am not around, there's a lot of things happened. Things that made me think twice for the decisions that i have made. Yes I'm back on track, back to reality, back to work, back to pressure and back to thinking - "Did i made the right decision?" Yes I am not happy, for now, maybe because the pressure are way too big on my head, the expectations was incomparable from what was on mind before, and LONELINESS surrounds me here in Abu dhabi. People i used to hang out with were not beside me anymore to cheer me up, to make tsismis, to stop for awhile and just laugh for nothing, to share thoughts with, to go out every Thursday aftenoon, eat out, go window shopping,and a lot more...Yes I miss them, i miss those days...But as i think further and deeply, i feel ashamed of myself...this is what i asked for HIM...this is what i prayed and cried for HIM...this is exactly the same place i want to be...and yet I am having second thoughts?

For now this is what i am feeling, a feeling that i don't want to stay here in my heart. I will pray, pray hard tonight that when i wake up tomorrow, at least apart of this negative thoughts will be relieved.

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I'm BACK!

It's confirmed, my flight back to Abu dhabi, UAE will be on March 19, 2009 at 5pm. I have a connecting flight in Taipei, so i'll be in UAE around 12 midnight...This is it! This is really it!I'm back on track, back in motion, back to reality!

This is the most awaited part of my life this 2009. I've waited, and it came, GOD tested my faith and patience, and sure is - HE really gives what is BEST in HIS TIME!
I'm very grateful for this gift from GOD and i'm ready to face the challenges! I'll do my BEST because i know GOD brings me here and He will never ever leave me alone.

To all who got worried for me, when i came back to Philippines thinking that the COMPANY might NOT give me the VISA (coz' of the recessions, crisis etc.), worry no more, God is with me and He just planned, polished and finalized everything for me.

For YOU too! Just, ASK, TRUST and HE WILL GIVE what's good for you in HIS TIME!

Counting the days....

I'm excited and yet sad coz' i'm leaving soon and i'm counting the days on.. Gonna' miss my room, cleaning my stuff, cleaning the house, checking blog, friendster, facebook, YM, watching TV, exploring Philippines, EATING and TAKING a NAP every once in a while =) , so on and so forth. However, i know i had to go back on my real world otherwise i will never miss these things i love to do! So, for now... i have to enjoy what i have now coz' maybe it'll a year before i have to do it again....

Still goin' and growin'

It's our 1st year and 4th month anniversay! He already SMS me and take note, he's hoping that our relationship will keep on goin' strong.. I felt so "kilig" kasi he's been very quiet about what he feels unless i asked him...Anyways, i am happy because he speaks up, maybe because the distance that we have right now, made him realize to SPEAK... =)

We already have plans of getting married by next year, so this year would be the "SAVING YEAR" for us...Ang sarap pala magplano, like thinking where would be the Church, the reception, the Sponsors, the Gowns, Motifs, etc. I just don't know how it really feels when the preparation comes... I saw the requirements in getting married at sobrang dami palang aasikasuhin.. i don't know if we are able to arrange it kasi we're both working abroad.. i'd like to try yung mga wedding packages offered by "The Blue Gardens" specially for OFW's, kaya lng sa Manila kasi yun so medyo malayo for us. For the meantime, we just have to be serious about SAVING...now that i'm back on track, i hope everything will turn out smoothly...

For now, Baba Leo, Happy Anniversary! I miss you na, i'll see you soon and take care! iloveyou!

Visita Iglesia

Our Lady of Manaoag, Pangasinan March 14, 2009

Transfiguration Chapel Calaruega, Nasugbu Batangas March 7, 2009

Our Lady of Lourdes, Tagaytay March 7, 2009

Kamay ni Hesus, Lucban Quezon February 22, 2009

Blessed Virgin Mary, Sagada Mt. Province February 14, 2009

Our Lady of Lourdes Grotto, Baguio February 13, 2009

When i realized that i am really back in the Philippines, i had no choice but to ENJOY it! Indeed i had fun and glad i started TRIP 101. I am not that religious person but first thing that comes into my mind whenever i visit a place is to look for the CHURCH! i know it's early for Visita Iglesia pero naka- lima nko =) and i have plan of visiting Our Lady of Manaoag in Pangasinan this coming weekend.

On my List:

1.) Our Lady of Lourdes Grotto in Baguio

2.) Blessed Virgin Mary, Sagada Mt. Province

3.) Kamay ni Hesus, Lucban Quezon

4.) Calaruega, Tagaytay

5.) Our Lady of Lourdes, Tagaytay

6.) Our Lady of Manaoag, Pangasinan

7.) Our Lady of Fatima, Binakayan, Kawit, Cavite

8.) Our Lady of Perpetual Help, Baclaran

9.) still thinking =)

Realized!

I have plans, and it seems that everything is fallin' into places the way i planned it. But not this one, i never thought that DEPA will not be able to process my visa in that 1 month period, so i had to go back to Philippines and wait. This one never crossed my mind, it was a week before the expiration of my cancelled visa from the previous company when i realized that, "Ei uwi akong Pinas!" From that time on, i kept on thinking, there must be a REASON...first thing that came into my mind was 1.) I should be careful for what i wished for ( i kept tellin my self that i really need a break!) well, this is surely a BREAK! 2.) I hope there is nothing wrong or bad will happen to my family 3.) then finally, i realized that i had to INTRODUCE Leo to Our Lady of Lourdes (grotto) in Baguio....