Haaaaaaaaaayy! What a day...pero in fairness ang bilis ng araw...imagine, it's Wednesday tomorrow and one more day pa, Friday na ulit!!!Yipeeee!I'll be having my two days off now kasi i worked last Saturday, so i am planning what else will i do for the rest of my two days off...=)

Time runs so fast, and before we knew it December na naman...But because of this crisis that we are facing, everyday counts! There's a fear that maybe tomorrow,la na ko work...one side of me will be relieved knowing that all this pressure will just be gone away in a matter of seconds..but..but...PURISTA naman ako pag uwi ko,lol...
Most of my friends tell me to just keep on hanging on, well they are right, sa hirap ba naman ng buhay ngayon, mag inarte pa ko sa trabaho diba...hay, kelan ko kaya mako-convince sarili ko na tama talaga sila... Mahirap lalo na't kalaban ko sarili ko sa pagdedesisyon...i know there's still a lot of things that i would like to do, to buy, to explore, to experience- and i will not be able to do all these kung titigil ako sa work, because definitely, san man ako malipat na trabaho, may makakasama akong di kagandahan ang ugali, but what to do yani (ika nga ng nila!)..kelangan ko magsakripisyo diba...Ayan, lapit ko n maconvince sarili ko....hehehehe, konti pa ABBIE...GO,go, go-ENERGO!

Just as the old times....

We went to Dubai Mall yesterday with my FRIENDS, i think that's what i needed now...Tsismisan ever, picture galore and lafang ever =)We opt not to window shop coz if we did, we'll end up buying something and this is not the right time to splurge on this things---Global crisis ika nga! Pero di pa rin kami napigilan ni Eloi, lol, we bought a shirt from Pull& Bear, e mura lng naman, saka remembrance na din s Dubai Mall,=P







First time din namin ni Baba Leo, that's why we're excited! At least for a moment, my mind was off for work. After checking out some shops, we finally decided to go home kasi medyo nangangapal na yung talampakan ko sa kakalakad. Eloi and others went off to watch a movie, since i have work the next day, umuwi na lang kami.

I think it's a great idea to go nice places here in UAE and gather memories while Eloi is still here. She planned to go back home for good na. Since her father passed away last month, she decided to stay there for her mom. Kaya siguro gusto ko na din umuwi kasi naiinggit ako kay Eloi and definitely i'll miss her, kasi sya talaga yung ka-bonding ko dito... From dieting, to eating again, philosophies, attitude, body and mind (lol)- we're almost the same...may time pa nga na para na kaming TWINS e..heehheheh! She will be one of my abay's next year, kaya "Neng, diet na ulit ha...!"

2 MONTHS OFF LINE

OMG I can't believe that i'm ONLINE now...hahahaha! Grabe 2 months no updates, no news, no thoughts, totally OFF! Buti na lang naka connect din after 2 Months OFF line. It's really nice to be back on cyber world...gotta' learn more pa but still i'm so excited!

For those two months that i am not around, there's a lot of things happened. Things that made me think twice for the decisions that i have made. Yes I'm back on track, back to reality, back to work, back to pressure and back to thinking - "Did i made the right decision?" Yes I am not happy, for now, maybe because the pressure are way too big on my head, the expectations was incomparable from what was on mind before, and LONELINESS surrounds me here in Abu dhabi. People i used to hang out with were not beside me anymore to cheer me up, to make tsismis, to stop for awhile and just laugh for nothing, to share thoughts with, to go out every Thursday aftenoon, eat out, go window shopping,and a lot more...Yes I miss them, i miss those days...But as i think further and deeply, i feel ashamed of myself...this is what i asked for HIM...this is what i prayed and cried for HIM...this is exactly the same place i want to be...and yet I am having second thoughts?

For now this is what i am feeling, a feeling that i don't want to stay here in my heart. I will pray, pray hard tonight that when i wake up tomorrow, at least apart of this negative thoughts will be relieved.